What did you want to be when you grew up? Did you want to be a doctor, a lawyer, a ballerina or an explorer?
The 1st thing I wanted to be was an archeologist. I wanted to find dinosaurs and search for Noah's Ark. Then I found out that being an archeologist required getting dirty and I quickly lost the interest. Next on my list was to become a lawyer. My dad is an attorney and I was at an age where I wanted to be just like him. That didn't last long though and I moved on to my next plan of attack, teaching. I wanted to be a teacher for a long time. I still would love to be a teacher, but unfortunately teaching doesn't pay nearly enough to support our big ol family.
So I am still left with what do I want to be when I grow up? I have a great job. A stable, well paying job. But it isn't my passion. It is a job. It is actually a career but it is in no way fufilling. It still leaves me with a sense of what do I want to do and what do I want to be.
So I go back to the things I wanted to do a kid.
Archeologist: Every day I am tasked with discovering a hidden treasure. Whether it is a missing shoe that has made its way to a dark corner under the couch, or a missing well loved Woody doll who somehow ended up under the bathroom sink.
Lawyer: Some days it doesn't feel like there is a single moment that is not spent settling an argument. And there are even occassions when I am forced to fight for what I believe in.
Teacher: Being a mom is all about teaching. Learning to use the toliet, learning to use a fork, learning to get dressed, learning to read, learning to be themselves. I teach lessons everyday.
So apparently I fufilled my childhood dreams. I have been everything I wanted to be growing up.
So now I guess it is time to find out what I want to do now that I am a grown up.
I am still trying to figure that out. :)
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